ive a million dollar smile

I wanna share with all my dearest dear ...

My special someone...

my love of my life ....

Stephen Tan

He has been my pillar of support all this while,

Apart from my family...

Always there when i need someone ...

A shoulder to cry on,

Arms to hold me tight and strong,

A heart to share and give me Love,

A soul to shield and shelter me ...

And also a Bug to piss me sometimes... (Hehehe)

Ever once he mentioned this quote to me ...

To be with someone is not for eternity,

but to be thankful that you have this special moment to share with the special someone in your life ...

It really struck my heart and mind ...

Such great words that brings great impact to me...

So true lor what he said ....

Not all love ended with marriage ... But to know someone care and love you is great ...

Anyway.... Let's not get into details ....

Ok .... U must be thinking what in the world a Malay girl with a Chinese man ...

Well this is what we call DESTINY ...

I cant predict whom i will be ....

God has arranged everything in life for me ....

Anyway im thankful God has given me such a great man ...

He is willing to make huge sacrifices for me ....

Not easy being a Muslim, after more than 20 years being a Christian ...

I always hope that life will not be so difficult for him..

And that he will be strong in facing all this...

Not for me ... But for us .

Seriously, I known him for sometime and dint expect to be in LOVE with him..

Well ... In actual fact...

He possess so many good characters that i dun even have ...

Like patience and endurance.

And I always appreciate and love him for not his money and stuffs

But for his sacrifices and love he has showered me ....

Pampering me all this time and

Even loving me when i made him mad ...

Love and kisses

ashie@sthm

11:03 PM

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my special someone...

Let me not be a sinful person and share about a friend that I left out

He was in the same express class as me since Sec One..

In Fact i knew him since Primary School days seh...

That is none other than Shah ...

Full name ... Shahaizan

Hmm Shah was like the thorns among the roses ..

Very close with us...

Luckily he never become like Ah-Kua...

Who knows... Always mix with the girls.... Hehehehe..

Staying at Commonwealth, he used to be the short one among us all..

but now... Alamak.. I even lose to him sehh...

But he still as dark as before ....

Anyway, now that Shah has reminded me...

I wanna n gonna bring back old memories next time...

Include our SecPrimary School pixes of me and my frens all...

So keep a look out...

Ashie

11:45 PM

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Opps ... Ter-exclude someone ....

I wanna share with all about a group of people who has affected my life ...

In a way or another ...

Thru' good and bad times ...

Thru' rain and shine ....

Sharing jokes, laughters and quarrels ...

my dearest pals, whom i regard as my own flesh and blood ...

like my own sisters ...

once called The BackStreet Gals ... :)

Lin,Mar,Wawa and Yana.

We came from Queenstown Secondary School ...

Where memories grew from Tanglin halt to Strathmore Road ..

Dressed in white uniform and blue skirts, we were the 5 pals in Express stream
considered as the 'good behaviour' lot of girls..

We share stuffs like shopping to topics on guys and even food...

Always bluffing our parents saying got classes,

but ended up at town or other shopping places ..

Or sometimes even hang out at each others home...

watch TV, relaks and even cook together .

Ok ... let's start with my bestie pal that i have known for almost 17 years.

Nur Liyana Jamros

Known her since kindergarden ....

She look a little just like me ...

People even thought we were twins...

We had the same hair style and about the same size previously ..

We both used to live near each other, at Queenstown

But now separated ...

Where she moved to Bukit Panjang

She such a sweet lady, who always like laughing

Can be a stubborn and cranky at times

Oh yeah and always style karat ...

Lambat at times when meeting up... Hehe

Can cook nice food and even pastries.

Always manja-manja and now grown matured..

Recently happily married to Farhan ...

Next in the line .... Mak cik kenit ....

Siti Salwa Sadli ....

She is so voted as Miss Most Changed Person ... (by me of course)

Wawa was once a decent giler looking girl lived in Ghim Moh

With her maggie hair style

and big eyes ... and small size....

She now so pretty, skinny and rebonded her hair ...

(Oh boy ... Cant count how many times she did that ...)

Anyway .... Still small and manis...

She lagi teruk...

Cooking is just not her and she like chatting on MSN

And hanging out ...

She is like the Cat's best friend and love them lots...

She is my buddy and has been with me thru' JC days as well...

Now jugging between work and studying still ...

Hope she make it thru soonest possible.

Ok my next victim ...

Nor Azlina Ismail

This Lin is even skinner than Wawa ...

But she forever skinny

Anyway ... This girl susah wanna get her...

Living in Spooner Road (aka Telok Blangah) ...

She always busy ....

working and now studying part-time (if i remember correctly) ...

She like the paling eldest among kita ...

No by years, but month jer....

Anyway she now rides a Skipper ...

which just suits her perfectly ...

Hope she n razali confirm getting married soon

as she is on the next list of marriage (among us lor... hehehe)

Last in line ....... The prettiest among we all ...

Mardiana Abu Bakar

She is super pretty rite ???

No wonder she can become an air-stewardess ...

Really suits her ...

Ok ... Mar used to live in Rumah Tinggi @ Bukit Merah

Now relocated to her old area back @ Clementi West

(Wuhoo.... Dats near me... )

Anyway she is the tallest among us and wear a tudung now..

She is a little refine than all of us

She is still attached to a crazy man named Acap ...

Well, missing her the most coz she not here in Singapore ...

Hope she be back soon from Dubai ...

Whatever it is , pray for her safety the most.

Ok..... That's all I gotta share with all...

My bestie pals of all time....

Still and will always be loving them the most...

Thru good times and bad....

But as we get older, we get a little further...

But we still hang out at times ...

Here is a latest pix of all of us (ehm ... with partners @ Yana wedding day....)

Pray that everyone will find a nice partner and settle down soon...

And when that happens, our friendship still

And always be standing strong....

Love them all....

Big Huggs from Ashie ....

8:15 PM

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My Closest friends ... my back street pals

darling sister farna birthday was just over ...

grown a year older now...

she better be a little wiser and more mature ..

well now that she's 20.

oh boy.... cant believe that she has grown a lot...

anyway had nice food like pizza n a Prima Deli cake.

Check out the cake ... Nice right...?

Ok... well what ever it is ... Gotta get her a bday pressie soon...
hmm maybe an I-pod or perhaps a new phone.
She like been liking this Nokia 6880 and been ages since someone get her a new one.
hmm... let's put that in the list also and see what's best.
Ok.... Gotta go now and sleep.

love and huggs

ashie...

11:58 PM

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birthday to my sister ... :)

Guess what im doing now .... Nothing AT ALL....Bored, tired and restless ... Oh yeah and sleepy ....
Everytime i look at the watch, the time only move one minute ....
Hmm .... making me thing of an idea... Write a blog on different ways to pass time ....(Hehehe...)
Ok let's find tips to pass time :

Sleep .... ZZZZZZzzzzzZZZ
Stare into space .
Chat in MSN with my colleague beside me (ehm ... at least people know we like doing work)
Surf the net ... (What the use of internet if can't make use of it ...hehe)
Play games online
Listen to the radio
Munch on something .. (Thou its bad as add weight, but still it is like anti-sleep potion)
Talk on the phone

Seriously... Please let time pass faster so that i can go home ... It Friday but kinda take ages before the time reaches 5pm .... Oh boy .... Can u believe it...? I finish writing this since 1pm and its like only 1.30pm ...Oh darn ..... Sleepy ... Lazy and tired all the way..

Sleepy head : ashie signing off... :(

1:35 PM

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Passing time ....

Love is blind ..

It just make one goes crazy ...
and make one do things beyond their capabilities..

every bitterful becomes wonderful ....

every sorrowness can become happiness ...

I found my love and hope it will forever stay as mine ...

I love him and always know that he will love me too.

He love me as much as i do ...

and most of the time even more ...

He may not say it ...

But his actions speak a lot ....

He always check on me ...

Not to make me feel insecure or no freedom...

but check to see im doing fine ...

and im very well indeed ...

It does not matter whoever love the other more ..

But what is most important is both of us love each other ...

Be loved thru' thick and thin

And stay together whatever happens ...

To know that someone always exist when you needed one ...

and to know you always have a shoulder to cry on ...

and arms to hold you ....

Most important ....

Be truthful ...

And Happy with each other ...

Love exist by itself and tresure it once you have it ...

ashie ..... :)

10:00 PM

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Love is in the air ...

Sitting down here quietly and staring into the computer, i was thinking of what will happen next ...

Does life starts as a small "growth" in your mummy's belly and ends in a quiet dark hole where you're alone, scared?

So many people we meet in life yet so little of them that we know well..

Not all will like you, and not all will also remember you for more than a day.

Only a handful will remember your good deeds, but everyone will your bad ones...

People love seeing others suffer and others might just lend a helping hand ...

They will just become part of your "experience" or even your "lifetime journey" ...

Is this you called life? Is this how life should be.....?

Life could be a bed of roses ....

Might be wonderful most of the times, but if with thorns, they just make yor life miserable and hurting.

Everybody and everyone will have their own stories to tell ...

Be it happy or sad, lovely or dull ....

They will sure got something to share ....

I was just sitting down by the sea side hearing the waves hit the rocks and suddenly ponder ....

What will my life be down the road...?

Will it be better ...? Or will it worsened as it gets ....?

I seriously dunno .....

Sometimes you just cannot imagine your own character ....

Throw tantrum at times and even ok the next moment ...

When ur character is bad, people might just leave u lurking alone ....

But if ur character is good, people will love you... But some might just even take advantage.

U might get scolded for something you did not do ...

But then others get praised for the effort and hard work you have put in ...

Just gotta say ... Ure always at the wrong place, and at the wrong time...

We being here in this world is just temporary..

When your pass has expired, its time to leave ...

Just that.. you might never know when is the time and where you might be going to ...

My auntie's father-in-law just passed away last week ...

It was a sudden shock to all ...

He was well and has no complaints of any sickness recently.

He just said he had a headache that night and needed some rest ...

The next morning, they realised that he died in his sleep ...

So poor thing ....

But that's good thing he died peacefully ....

This was the same thing that happened to my granny. ...

We just saw her the day before and she started recognising us....

But unexpectantly, that was the last time we heard from her ..

So sad and shocked...

Whatever happen, we just have to move on and remember them in our life .....

Coz they are part of us and will always be ....

Well like i said, one cannot predict their own life ....

Just have to do the best and pray that we will be in safe place at heaven when we "leave" this world...

Signing off.....
Me of course .... :)

8:00 AM

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wondering in silence....

9th August 2007

Was a day of full memories for me...

First time i get to be with others to celebrate my Nation birthday, but this time its at the Marina Bay....

Its so so great.. The view, atmosphere and all was just splendid.

Went there at around 1pm and started queing before we could get through @ 2.45pm.

The best thing was that everyone; young and old, babies and teenagers was all dressed in red and white to celebrate just like us.... Hehe....

Did you know that the feeling being there was simply wonderful.... People screaming to support and cheer for all and even being part of the Marina WAVE .... Yuhoo...

The Marina wave was as terrific as the Kallang wave.... (thou it was small.,it brings great memories indeed).

It keeps on going back and forth... Everyone wanna be part of it and join in the fun.

Oh yeah...

this bunch of bikers are super cool ... Their stunts just couldn't get your eyes off on their moves....

You should see the way they go up the ramp and jump off smoothly with the different stunts.

Super cool... They are very young leh, only 17 and their stunts are so mind-blowing and cool...

The Singapore songs have been brought to a better versions now... Imagine the songs sang in Hip-Hop versions and even up to Sopranos... Hehe. Dats really cool... But the best among all was still the National anthem ..... With great pride,we all sang this song ....

MAJULAH SINGAPURA

Mari kita rakyat Singapura

Sama-sama menuju bahagia

Cita-cita kita yang mulia

Berjaya Singapura

Marilah kita bersatu

Dengan semangat yang baru

Semua kita berseru

Majulah Singapura

Majulah Singapura
....

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The finale was splendid with the fireworks and ample of songs to go along....

Well, my very best wishes to Singapore.

Here's what i hope of Singapore :

Be more litter-free. People just make a point to walk a little small baby steps to reach the bins...
Prosperous in years to come ...
Be who we are ... Being small does not mean that we have to please everyone. Do things to our limit and do not over stretched ourself.
And stop skinning our money off .... So high standard of living. Think money drop from the skyi is it???
Creating more jobs, but have to be realistic. Don't give a tough job to an old lady like cleaning the toilets and all...

Hmm... I can't tink of others anymore.

Adios...

Hugs and kisses from me.

11:47 PM

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National day Celebrations .... I really had fun. :)

Ok..... this is my 1st blog online after a while apart from my frienster... (ehm.. after a lot of alterations here and there... Oh well, it gotta look good for sure...)

Well... kinda gotta get the hang of it ...

It seems a little wierd thou' having to write on ur stories and stuffs... But looking in another direction, it kinda release my stress most of the times ....

Oh yeah i need to thank some one special... my cousin, Asparina aka miss Bunnycula aka Asparagus for assisting me...

Cheers....

Ok... lets talk a little about myself ...

Im a little cute gal, who just love smiling and giggling... I like sharing joys with friends and families ...

But a little time, i might show tantrum (hehehehe.... that's normal for a girl.), but most of the times smile is what i do best.

I'm not pretty for sure, but i believe that a good heart is more important than being pretty.... Heart matters most.

This is me for sure....

Hmm... Kinda like stuffs to do with patterns, design and colours...

Love animals and especially teddy bears...(Like the one in the picture.)

Cute, cuddly and LOVELY.. Oh yeah, talking about that, i oso have two lovely cats at home named Miang(meaning cheeky) and baby...

My ambition... Hmm.. well i kinda thinking of doing everything, but i know im nt a Super Woman for sure... So that gonna drop that idea.

At a point of time i wanna be a teacher, but seeing too many kids freak me out... Seeing them jumping up and down, screaming and all change my mind totally...

Then, i tot of becoming an entrepreneur, well like opening a cafe or something like that...

But gotta postpone the idea 1st... Reason...??? Simple... Not enough money yet... Hehehe....

Well like now, just gotta stay in some decent job for the time being until i have enough for my plannings in the future....

Lets see... Hmm anything else to share for now???I guess not..!

Ok... Dats all i wanna share with you guys and gals for now...

Hope to tell u more some other time.. Adios amigos...

Luv ya all....

9:52 PM

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Harloo .....