ive a million dollar smile

1stly, got a shocking news that Sat*** and Fa*** is no more together... Y i also dunno. but i have yet to find out. Not that being kepo. But just concerned as i can never find someone better than him for her.. Well that's their love life and I can't force LOVE. Hopefully she din't regret what she did and that not that she dump him for another guy, which i thought it might be due to...

2nd, im down with bad sore throat and flu... Tempearture in office has been very cold and that i dunno what could cause my cough since i seldom drink cold drinks and do not smoke.. hmm. maybe due to spread from my mum.

3rdly, dear has been admitted to hospital recently. I spend like the whole day accompanying him yesterday at Alexandra Hospital doing MIR scans and check-up. This is due to his headache and poor vision on his left eye. Thank goodness that there is no brain tumour as which he was scared if it really happen. But the sad thing is that Doctor found like a liquid form in his brain, probably a blood clot, that is putting pressurre to his nerves in the brain... I can't remember the name exactly as it sounded so wierd. But this gotta be subside soonest in order to prevent more damage to his brain and improve his vision. He gotta be under intensive observation and was asked to proceed and admitted to NUH where there are neurologist available to cure him. Poor him. Will be so boring alone there and cannot get to enjoy outside air as he is put on Drip. Certain food cannot be taken and as usual hospital food sucks... Im trying to make him comfortable and less lonely... Every morning and evening, i will make a trip down to NUH just to pay him a visit. I really miss him not seeing for a day. Cannot call him as he left his HP with me here instead. So now i got new job, as Stephen secretary , telephone operator and delivery girl. But im happy doing as long as i could lighten his load. Seriously seeing his conditon and far apart from me, I cannot sleep well, had been having sleepless nights and nightmares. Appetite has been really bad.

Waking up in the morning, i always look forward to rush to hospital to see him before i go work.

Lets all pray that he will be well and that everything will be back as normal for my life.

Huggs and love him lots.

ashie

8:48 AM

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sad stuffs happening...

Thanks to Shah for being my inspiration to take great pixes with my camera...

during my trip to the Jurong Birdpark

I tried out on a few shotsand the results....

Very tremendous.
Moving pictures became still and visible...
Details of the nature beauty comes alive.

Simply wonderful.

Can be the Next-Best Photographer... hehehe...

in the making of course.

:)

check out the droplets on the leaves

now dats a cool flying bird ...

its bathing time... see the details of the water splashes

happy feet ...

the forest mist from the river...

dats a cool waterfall taken ... water flow so beautifully.

Dear pals... for more great pixes on my Birdpark trip, please visit my multiply instead.

Enjoys.. :)

8:25 PM

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great pixes @ birdpark...

dear bday was just over ...

on 23rd November

had so much fun with him celebrating his bday....

went to the Bird Park , then a lunch at River walk and dinner @ Bukit Timah MacDonald's...

surprise him with a dozen of cupcakes...

lovely, delicious and finger-licking good...

The time spent with him was the best part ....

Just being with him and seeing him happy.

Pray that he will be well protected by Allah

and that we will always be together till old age ...

Happy 27th birthday my dearest honey.

huggs from your dear

ashie@sthm

6:46 AM

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dear bday celebration with me

as i sit down staring into space...

i was just wondering what could have happened... if u're no more around (touch wood)

i cant afford losing you. Losing you means a lot to me...

Please let you stay long...

to be here with me...

Always and forever..

Smiling, laughing and sharing our love for each other.

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other

Out here foreverI know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

1:41 AM

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be here with me...

Congrats to my cuzzie..

abg faizal aka Pacai.

enggaged to Julia on the Sun afternoon ard 1pm...

pray that he and Julia will be happy ...

able to endure the ups and downs during enggagement period...

and their plans for marriage will be next year...

as planned... insyaallah... :)

im happy for him...

love

ur cousie... ashie

10:42 PM

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congrats on cuzzie

two days i have not seen my dear... kinda missing him a lot ..

He went to KL for business trip to see his customers.

and that he enjoyed his time there .. .ALONE!! hahaha.

*wink.. :)

These few days i have to go back on my own and eat @ hm..
hope he 'll be back soo the very soon as i wanna see him so much .
lucky the weekends are coming and i can see him then.

he should be back this evening.
Love him to the max... hope i get my NONA magazine and some goodies.

most importantly is that i get to see him around.

love ashie

3:41 PM

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miss dear ...

Was just surfing the net after lunch and i discover this ....

Kinda wanting to share with all.

About 80% true... hehehe. Can't deny.

January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

IF you were born on the :

3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.

Number 3: You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. Your Look seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom, creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!

1:31 PM

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something new..

wishing my grandpa and grandma ...

a very Happy 50th Wedding Anniversary

may God bless them both and may they live together till ripe age..

and stay healthy...

love them both lots...

Had a LITTLE gathering with cousins, relatives and all

@ my aunt's hm @ Eunos last Sat..

having a PotLuck, and food gotta come by 2pm...

Lots of food, lots of people and lots of laughter...

Even had a sleep over there as was so late and we were very exhausted.

Kindly check @ my Multiply for further pixes.

hugss and lurve from me

ashie_Qinz

(p/s: dats my family with my grandparents...)

11:06 PM

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happy 50th anniversary to grandma&grandpa

Deepavali also known as Diwali, literally means "row or garland of lights". Locally, it has been called "The Festival of Lights". It is symbolic of victory of good over evil, celebrated by most Hindus the world over. It highlights the victory of Lord Krishna, one of the deities of the Hindu pantheon, over the Demon King, Narakasura. It usually falls around late October or early November on the new moon day.

Legend
Legend has it that Narakasura, the king of demons, had tortured the common folk. After many years of hardship, the people, unable to bear the suffering, appealed to Lord Krishna who then declared war against the demon king. As he lay dying, the demon king begged for mercy from Lord Krishna and he asked that the people rejoice and be merry at the anniversary of his death as a reminder that ultimately evil will never triumph. Little clay lamps were then lighted as a sign of gratitude to Lord Krishna.Some Hindus believe that Deepavali is celebrated to mark the return of Rama, his wife Sita and brother Lakshmana after being banished from Ayodhya by his stepmother for a period of 14 years. An important reminder is that Deepavali is not the Indian or Hindu new year. The Tamil New Year falls on either 13 or 14 April every year.

Preparations
Preparations start weeks before with the spring cleaning of the home. New clothes are bought and women take great pains to make cakes, sweetmeats and other tidbits, the favourite being murukku. Hindus also believe that departed souls return during this time. So, favourite foods of the departed along with new clothes are placed on banana leaves before the photographs of the departed and prayers done.

Deepavali
Early in the morning, the Hindus will have the traditional oil bath. The body is rubbed and massaged from head to toe with gingelly oil that is extracted from fermented sesame seeds. When all the members have had their bath and don their new clothes, special prayers are held at the family altar. Decorative designs or rice flour paintings with intricate designs usually done by womenfolk on the floor at the entrances of homes. Hindus also make it a point to visit temples early in the morning to receive the blessings of Lord Krishna and the Goddess of Wealth. Then it is time for either visiting friends or receiving them. At night, children play with sparklers and are allowed to light clay lamps and display them along the window ledges or doorways.

Well... From me here... Wishing all hindus, my frens and all, a HAPPY DEEPAVALI.... :)

5:50 AM

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deepavali...

dear dear is getting better each day....
thou that his recovery is much slower than expected...
but still he comes work for a short while and then go home.
If really sick, he wont come in at all and take leave.
dun wanna see doctor, but just sleep ....
nothing serious i hope ...
wait for his results @ his next appointment this Friday.

anyway, lin will be discharged on 7/11/2007
she sent me sms saying she's much better and that she is happy to be discharged..
Get well soon Lin and don't naughty2 ride bike so fast.

logging off and gg to sleep (if possible)

sha.. :I

11:54 PM

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getting better

too many misfortunes happening this few days..

1stly, lin admitted to hospital due to accident.. happened @ wed midnight along Orchard rd... we rushed to hospital aft the raya visit at aishah hm ard 7 plus upon hearing this.. to find her in quite serious condition. scarred face, bruises, fractured arm and under special care rm.. poor her.... hope ntg serious more than that ... esp on her internal organs.. knowing that she was hit by a car and was found underneath it.!
2ndly, dear fell ill.... i mean really really ill.. i dunno wats happening... suddenly dear head hurts to the max, no appetite to eat, sleep .... this has been happening since wed and got worst thurs night till now. took urgent leave on friday to accompany him go SGH. Waited for like 5 hours till we could go back... im so scared of wat could be happening ... and even worst losing him. Knowing his sickness made me sleepless night. since Thurs night i've been having bad dreams and even cant sleep.... Now i know why.... Wat i could do nowi is pray for his well-being and that Allah will protect him from any dangers.
3rdly, got bad scolding from dad... coz brought steph home alone. did so just to take care of him.. he's really really sick till cant even get up to sit. he kept on lying down and not wanting to eat,drink or have his medicine. there's no one to take care of steph @ hm ... and i wont leave him in such condition alone. dad just unresonable and too kolot(old-fashioned).. tink i so stupid... do something embarrassing @ my hm n get caught.! pls la.... im a grown up n cn tink wats right n wrng... anyway, i dun care about wat he said or so ever.. aslong as i know i did nothing wrong and mum supported me.. Coz there are other impt things i wanna tink of esp about dear dear, rather than about dad's non-stop nagging and hot-temperedness.

just hoping all will be over soon and back to normal... cant lose anyone in my life.... hope all get well soon... esp dear ...

sadly ... sleepy ...
ashie :(

12:09 AM

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miserable me...

aft constant pestering from dear ...
aishah is doing a little hari raya gathering for we all....
gnna rush there urgently aft work today evening....
bought her a little hamper from all as a form of thanks..
call up to order from hazel using akak nor credit card..
haha....
hmm... dunno wat we gonna have, but sure will be fun.
when got pixes from aishah, i'll sure upload them up.

tomorrow, george will blanja all of us pizza n kfc...
guess why...???
hmm coz we bought a little present for his one-month old daughter..
but i duno wats her name as he himself hvnt tot of any..
wat a dad...
only knw hw to flirt with girls...
his own daughter dunno wat name yet. *wink..hahaa

and great thing is that this sat another open hse..
well its akak nor and mama ash.
sure fun.
going ard raya @ ppl hm.
with dear dear....
he wearing his black baju kurung dat i bought for him...
hehe...

ok dats the fun updates so far...
looking forward this weekends.

muaksie
ashie..
(haha..dat rhymes)

10:56 AM

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yeah... yeah..