too many misfortunes happening this few days..
1stly, lin admitted to hospital due to accident.. happened @ wed midnight along Orchard rd... we rushed to hospital aft the raya visit at aishah hm ard 7 plus upon hearing this.. to find her in quite serious condition. scarred face, bruises, fractured arm and under special care rm.. poor her.... hope ntg serious more than that ... esp on her internal organs.. knowing that she was hit by a car and was found underneath it.!
2ndly, dear fell ill.... i mean really really ill.. i dunno wats happening... suddenly dear head hurts to the max, no appetite to eat, sleep .... this has been happening since wed and got worst thurs night till now. took urgent leave on friday to accompany him go SGH. Waited for like 5 hours till we could go back... im so scared of wat could be happening ... and even worst losing him. Knowing his sickness made me sleepless night. since Thurs night i've been having bad dreams and even cant sleep.... Now i know why.... Wat i could do nowi is pray for his well-being and that Allah will protect him from any dangers.
3rdly, got bad scolding from dad... coz brought steph home alone. did so just to take care of him.. he's really really sick till cant even get up to sit. he kept on lying down and not wanting to eat,drink or have his medicine. there's no one to take care of steph @ hm ... and i wont leave him in such condition alone. dad just unresonable and too kolot(old-fashioned).. tink i so stupid... do something embarrassing @ my hm n get caught.! pls la.... im a grown up n cn tink wats right n wrng... anyway, i dun care about wat he said or so ever.. aslong as i know i did nothing wrong and mum supported me.. Coz there are other impt things i wanna tink of esp about dear dear, rather than about dad's non-stop nagging and hot-temperedness.
just hoping all will be over soon and back to normal... cant lose anyone in my life.... hope all get well soon... esp dear ...
sadly ... sleepy ...
ashie :(
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